A change of lifE

2010-03-23T04:56:00.000-07:00

Is been 1/2 yrs nv update my blog le. well life changes alot seen after ord staying at hm relax for 2mths+ tis, 2mths keep goin out wif frends n clubbing n had known alot of new frends :D which im glad n without knowin i tink i had for in love wif a ger, n idk wat she tink abt me??. all her frends support my decision watever i make. so shld i go for it?? tat the point n i dun wan to ask her abt so n so coz i can c tat she nt in the mood to consider tis, juz scared tat being rejected or wat . N recently i had find a job which frend intro me de as a warehse assti started work for 1 week le looks like goin to be boring inside :(. Sometime life is stress. EnDing here.

2009-09-03T19:48:00.000-07:00

is being awhile back to the past time life relax, smoking n clubbing be a gridder tat shiok haha. yay tml goin for BBQ at east coast , but sad la can't take leave if nt can tor there untile next morning liao. but nvm getting leave on the 21st sept haha coz next day my bday :D hope tat day gonna be a enjoyable nite ......

2009-08-22T20:23:00.000-07:00

The Fray - Never Say Never

Some things we don't talk about
Rather do without and just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of, together all the while

You can never say never
While we don't know when
But time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Picture, you're queen of everything
Far as the eye can see under your command
I will be your guardian when all is crumbling
I'll steady your hand

You can never say never
While we don't know when
But time, time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

We're pulling apart
And coming together again and again
We're pulling apart
But we pull it together
Pull it together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

2009-08-18T06:19:00.000-07:00

dunno wat to sae till nw can't forget the memories we have. Day by day keep thinkin, but gt use ma?? it alrdy end.. gone!! nv come back anymore T_T wo hen bu KAN XIN y y it have to happen like tat maybe the problem lies on me Haizz... maybe nw she have found her mr Right, forget abt the past i also won't go disturb let it be ba, hope there miracle appear in front of me i really really really really dun wan juz be frend.

别说我的眼泪你无所谓 :

一个人在这个夜里
孤单得难以入睡
真的想找个人来陪
不愿意一个人喝醉
醉了以后就会流泪
数着你给的伤悲
为什么你总让我憔悴
别说我的眼睛你无所谓
看我流泪你头也不回
哭过了泪干了心变成灰
我想要的美你还不想给
伤了的我的心怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰

喔.....
如果说...拥有你是上天对我的宽容~
那又何必...开这样的玩笑~
当你..找到幸福的哪天..
请你不要忘记..
有一个人..永远爱着你~~

2009-08-14T06:02:00.000-07:00

Whahah finally can post le been 1week i tink n tis post i use ipod to type n post de.tis few week really do change alot in my life, life gettin sucks n stress abt money, tis world no money is really fan de so have to have alot of money then nt so fan. But there things money can buy it which is love ect.... N i have decide to sign on as a regular for 5 yrs n have to apply in the internet sent le but duuno have the chance to join ma???. Coz nid go interview 3 times before u can join hope can be selected.... Tml clubbing YEAH xD

2009-07-30T05:07:00.000-07:00

2day went to swimming wif campmates to relax myself went out of hm around 12 plus reach there around 12.30 it was so relaxin, sun tanning there nobody disturb as we were inside the condo :D after tanning for abt 1 hrs plus we went to solna, wa at 1st the temperate was 40 degree after adding water the temperate rise until 80 we all like burning inside we stay there for 30min then come out le so freaking hot inside, but we still enjoy :D soon was abt evening time we went back hm le. althought is tired day but we all enjoy the fun:D :D sorry can't post pic to be update soon!!

2009-07-27T06:39:00.000-07:00

recently blog tink gt problem so can't blog... n Fews days ago have some happy days n sad days for me, on the july 23 i finally passed my TP so happy that the next day, went out to drink wif my bro shun n a old frend n some thing happen. I din noe i drink alot until i lie on the floor flat n was vomitin until so "XIN KU" so they Fu me go hm n i was scolded by my parents wonderin y i drink so much??? HUH. i tot the next day nth gonna happen in the end it happen in my "AI QIN", i dunno wat i could sae if i nv go meet yh until nw i still in the dark tat u r still tinking tat way, i noe i have problem lies on me is i like wooden block so wat tis my habit from small is hard to change it but i try nt to be wooden blk liao n findin topic to talk to tink is u ba who had no topic to sae n if u tink i REALLY NT UR CUP OF TEA fine juz sae it make it easy for us.. i tink i m like a fool at 1st who put in so much effort

2009-07-19T05:47:00.000-07:00

is been a week le F***** EMO SHIT had been wif me n won't go away Y???. Lack of LOVE??? OR WAT?? maybe 1 day i break down is gd for me won't be stress abt anythings!!?? HAIZ.... won't be updatin BLOG UNTIL my !*&*&#^@ is gone..

BYE BYE !!

2009-07-13T05:06:00.000-07:00

time to update my blog le...
hmm ytd went to ECP again wif shun sandra sera meihui, we all reach there abt the same time as last time we went there after we reach there we went to the 1st bicycle shop to rent bicycle althought is cheap but the bike is lousy de lor the bike gt alot of sounds but we all stilll cycle untill V. far end . we reach the far end the weather was not gd gt red clouds n fews drop of rain so we faster U-turn back scared it rain -.- , so 2hrs up head back to eunos coffeeshop there to have our dinner after tat go hm is was late coz sandra sera nid to go sch tml n shun have to work..
Next Outing: on the 18 july Pub or ClubBing??

Things tat girls dunno abt guys:

1.Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

23. ,b>If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

2009-07-08T04:54:00.007-07:00

2day seen to be a fine day for me but after which when goin back base, some 1 msg me n i was surprise n is the msg i been waiting for but in the end nt more then 20 min it end up. was quite disapointted if u have tat heart to msg y all the sudden no reply HUH. if u r ready to msg me tell msg if nt nvm....

2009-07-03T06:28:00.000-07:00

Been 1 whole week nv update le, coz nth much to write juz randomly update ba... hmm goin to save alot alot of money for my bike coz is quite expensive++ if no money hw to buy -.- headaces haiz toopid pay so low 600+ also no enough de lol, for each mth. wish to have aleast 800+ haha expection so high LMAO. N pray hard tat SERA will be fine coz she been sick for so long get well soon friend :D. lastly wish all my frends out there to be healthly dun kana the H1N1 toopid virus which is passed through by air easy to kana espically me which patrol mrt gt alot of pple all around me -.-, so i have to take gd care of myself too nt to fall sick..

2009-06-25T00:31:00.000-07:00

ytd was raining day quite cooling :D wake up around 10am on my com c c look look FB then around 1.30pm go prepare myself coz at 2pm meeting huiting, anglea n Don goin marine square to catch a movie so after meeting them we went to NP to have LJS it was so full until can't walk haha. then we took train to marine tot of watching 4 plus de show in the end was late so nvm we watch 6.45pm show, the show was quite funny n 1 part tat make me emo could nt control my tears T_T. overraw the show is v.Good :D soon after watching finish it was goin to 9pm haven go hm yet we head down to rebelxx have some mixer until 3am the next day. so shagged haha then wake up tis noon 12pm on my com after tat go bath then go cut hair n buy lunch hm to eat, so won't be goin out 2day:D
Up coming movie Ice Age 3 any1 wan to watch can go 2gether :D

2009-06-19T04:15:00.000-07:00

2day is friday my second off day still have to go back camp do saikang, wake at 6am tis morning reach camp around 8am so sit inside my locker rm rot until 8.30am fall in, after tat my sir call us to go cafe to have our breakfast 1st then meet him 9.15am for briefing then 10am went to next blk to have hmm so call a talk abt hw to manage anger n have watch some video clips, sit inside abt 2hrs so sien almost fell asleep :D after ttat went to have lunch at cafe, tot of goin outside eat LJS but raining so bo bien have to stay at camp, reach the cafe there c the foods also sien 1/2 left abit. OMG eat wat sia, so i order plain rice wif hotdog n egg only n some gravy after finish head back to locker rm coz haven time yet abt 1pm plus all my frends doze off.... -.- so i also lie in the bench to slp until 2.30pm my frend call me wake up time to go for refreshin lesson le, so the lesson start abt 3pm my sir talk talk talk again almost doze off.. the lesson end at 4,30pm. Finally our sir let us go back early so all of us rushin back to locker rm to get change then "HSH"

Recently gt bad pimples day :( wth y gt pimples tis kinda tings de so irrtating wish all the pimples will gone forever

2009-06-18T04:52:00.001-07:00

翻开一本旧日记记载着一段旧恋情
每段都那么的甜蜜往事历历在这里
曾看过多少的风雨曾说过要到哪里去
曾做过觉得傻的事爱过在这城市里
昨晚下了一场雨让我忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣好想紧紧抱着你
有一次从朋友口中听到你消息
我的心都在发抖你是否孤身一人 ( 我不停追问 )
分手两年后我还是想着你
多久没有见过你现在你住在哪里
只怕有一天我们都会老去
只想留一点回忆能够让我们依靠
我在一个咖啡店透过玻璃窗往外望
你的人影无所不在无心无魂的想你
为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜
我来不及想告诉你要永远不分离

2009-06-14T05:54:00.000-07:00

ytd we went to ECP wif sera, shun n sandra we reach there abt 6pm, so we faster go find a place to rent bicycle :) 1st starting point is out side the shop so we decide to cycle to the end nearby changi although halfway gt take a rest in the end we still make it to there:) we r all tired but we r happy after all we all have a fun n cool day. after 2hrs - 8pm is time for us to return back the bike after returnin we went to nearby coffeeshop to have our dinner so after which HSH ( home sweet home )
shun sent sandra, i sent sera hm :). i n sera went to the busstop waited for the bus 853 was superrrrrr LONG, so we decide to take other bus to nearby then take train hm.
as for 2day my hse outside the field gt fireworks so nice, i also dunno y gt haha it started at 8pm - 845pm there alot of smoke outside my hse so smoky!!...

2009-06-02T06:09:00.000-07:00

2day is a normal day for me same thing wake up in the early morning went to work until late afternoon n i sweat like a bitch -.- my inside shirt was half wet coz weather to hot n i was workin until a no air-con place tat y, so tis mth end goin to be busy as major depolyment is coming have to work longer time from 8 to 12hrs.....

when I see your smile I see all the grey clouds
drift away every single one till the sun shines again
don’t you know you are all that I need
that is the only thing that I wish
cant you see I would die for you my love
that’s the only thing that is left for me
even if I have to climb the highest mountain
even if I have to cross the deepest ocean
you are all that I need, you are all that I need
Tomorrow never really comes if memories are meant to fade
but it is not easy when the tears begin to flow
leaving a wandering me in a land they say where the say
dreams will come alive someday for us to be together again.

2009-06-01T07:02:00.000-07:00

Monday Blue :(
this morning wake up abit late around 11am then wake up follow by 1pm have my moto pra test, tot of goin to there to eat in the end full hse !*&@&#^& wah sien morning juz drink a glass of milk have to tahna until late noon so reach there 12 plus sit there n w8, until 1pm test start n really no mood lol to ride luckly gt trail ride 1st pheww, n i have alot of mistake zzz then i go for 2nd round tot i was goin to fail as i say eariler in the end passed my test TAT WAS CLOSE tot i have to repeat the test again, so nw waiting for my TP ( traffic police test ).

2009-05-25T19:25:00.000-07:00

ytd morning went for my moto pra lesson 6.2 n i have passed it, is a 2 hrs lesson until 12.30 then i cal shun come out have lunch then we go nyp to have our lunch wif sera:) ;) time really pass v. fast reach ther abt 1pm buy food setted down eat finish goin to 2pm le n sera go for her lesson, shun go for his work n i went back hm... n as for 2day 1pm i have shooting at HTA hoppe tat can get a marksman then gt $200 :) yupps $200 dun fly away le i have let it fly away once, tis time round won't happen again le

GD LUCK ZW :)
add on:
argh afternoon reach there is rainin so i was wet nvm went to report they sae dun have our name on it wth make me more angry in the end all went back hm, waste our sweet time wtf!! :@

2009-05-19T06:18:00.000-07:00

2day went to meet yh for lunch so i walk to his blk w8 for him abt 30min zzz so long nvm n my mind was tinkin ltr meet le go where so 1 ting come into my mind is moto haha, so i ask him wanna go for revision he sae ok so we both go coffeeshop eat after eatin finish the time is abt 2.15 so we faster went back to each other hse to get change coz we nv wear long pants-.- after changin the time is going to 3pm. Wow goin to be late somemore nv book the revision so we take cab down reach ther abt 3.10pm still have abit of time, so we went to book luckily still gt slot so we went to report soon after wear up the hand n knee guard, we go pick our bike n the sun is so hot we sweat like hell but in the end is quite fun ;).... wah sien my working bag spolit le 1 side of the support broke into 2 zz but nvm still can use =)

2009-05-16T19:08:00.000-07:00

is been a long time i nv write my blog le well nt much to sae life still the same nt much different, recently doin some hand crafting things wah try so hard in the end still can't get the shape out while shun can get the shape out walao!!! :( but 1 day i can make out the shape de, few days ago went out with the gerls to ps there have an lunch it was a great lunch n they like it YUPPS :) enjoy the ice-cream haha so have finish eating, we went to some where near ps the scene is quite nice n romantic haha expectly for gf bf to go de haha, so we sat down there until quite late then we "HSH".

2009-05-07T05:25:00.000-07:00

wee 2day quite happy coz tis morning went for my moto pra lesson 6 n finally pass le but still have part 2 n lesson 7 before TP sien 1/2 but nvm la as long as gt pass can le, so after finish my pra i went to YCK, ther meet cf than go NYP have lunch wif sera:D. after finish eating she have to go meet her friends so we sae gd bye at the place where we eat, i n cf went to town walk walk window shopping till 6 than go hm le coz tml nid go back camp do shit work....

2day i'm v. happy :)

2009-05-04T18:15:00.000-07:00

recently juz complete my mission during my off day went to some parts of the singapore haha, wif alot of hard work n sweat put in.. juz hope tat 1 day can personal give it to her but WHEN?. let nature take it course? sometime i really dun belived in tis tings call let nature take it course!! lor. :x
1 day by 1 day passed soon goin ORD soon 9mths ltr, but dunno wanna sign on or go study???.

2009-05-02T06:50:00.000-07:00

DO u noe!!
tat ur teeth will grow long if ur below teeth is gone ur upper teeth will start to grow long -.- tink i'm joking ba but is real at 1st i also dun belived till tis morning i went to dental for checkin n cleaning. the doc told me abt tis, n i was shocked n i have to put extra teeth inside in order nt to let the teeth grow any longer as if the upper teeth grow long n touched ur gum u will feel pain coz there no teeth below. but put a teeth inside ( plant a teeth ) is nt cheap 1 tooth is abt 500-1000 @_@....

ytd went to orchard wif cf n shun to collect sth while collecting sth i sweat like a drown chicken almost my whole body wet... but both of them look ok only me-.- haha, soon after tat we went to vivo city but nt shopping still countine our journey went to exit B outside is so call forest we went inside to look for it n have alot whahah :)

2009-04-27T04:42:00.000-07:00

wah 2day so hot n warm n recently i had drank alot of milk haha. n passed few days feelin very stress. tings once done mean done it can't return back, i feel tat i'm so xin fu n luckly tat all my frends prayin hard for me tat 2day won't have anyting happen to me as i noe some1 really care abt me ( u noe who i refering to ). 2day workin time have seen my sir smile abit:) maybe everyting is over le yupps?.. n to all my frends take care of urself drink alot of water as tis month is a V. V. hot sunny day..

2009-04-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

2day so sien at hm aday doin nth juz plyin com most of the time until evening help my mum to cook some foods haha.
juz a normal food have fried eggs, vegetable fish n dark soy chicken woohs look kinda good :) so 2day is like tat pass by 1 day 8pm surf net tot gt pple on9 in the end haiz...

2009-04-23T05:39:00.000-07:00

tis morning went for ippt at OPA there, reach there quite early so i n cf sit down at the busstop to w8 for de other friend to come so while waiting i n him was tokkin abt ltr hw,hw sure die de, after tokin abt 30min my frend drive car came so we lopang his car go inside. after my frend park his car we faster change to our sexy pt kit to find the other, soon the ippt started... my hearted gt "xin fen" dun y haha maybe alot of pple ba... so the five station finish left 2.4km the weather started to get hotter but no choice have to run so we run run until finish, so my timing was 11min plus tot i gt sliver or wat in the end NTH juz a passed WTF!! haiz nvm tis 1 small problem coz gt pass le so nvm nw gt 1 big problem i so stress dunno next monday gonna happen to me, after finish my ippt we went bath n we decide to take mc for 2day n tml but so hw reach poly clinic sms to my sir sae tat we takin mc for 2day but some hw he call back to me sae is cf wif me i sae no then he call cf but cf sae gt wif me wah die liao nw sir shld be blamein on me liao sayin i lie to him oo shit die liao monday goin back sure ask alot of Question de Haiz let c hw ba monday

2009-04-22T05:31:00.001-07:00

Woohhh 2day can sae is so hot n tired day for me. walao tml ippt liao nv go trainin dunno will pass ma tml, hope can get a silver than gt $100 haha if nt juz pass also can Wahaha, can sae my 2.4 km maybe can't make it liao zzz anw juz dun tink so much let it be ba pass mean pass fail mean fail lol...
haha tis pic taken juz nw at somewhere can u guess where?

2009-04-21T06:52:00.001-07:00

2day weather was darn hot n i drink alot of water to cool down n is quite a tired day for me maybe the weather is hot ba mood also change. nth much to write 2day to be countine next time

2009-04-21T06:25:00.001-07:00

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